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Drugpression
03:45
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Gray image in a sea of indigo
Held down another day or two
You could be anyone, oh no
You know you could be anyone
Clock ticking like a sonic tidal wave
Still fighting for a point of view
You could be anyone, oh no
You know you could be anyone
And you’re someone who won’t go without a fight
But it’s something that keeps eating you alive
It’s coming back again, monster in your head
Hard to get it out of your mind
But it could never be what you want it to
God, it’s just a waste of your time
Slow motion through the cloud of indigo
Just trying to get through to you
You could be anyone, oh, no
You know you could be anyone
Head spinning as the feeling hits again
Cling onto what you hated to
You could be anyone, oh no
Please don’t be just anyone
And I know you're so much stronger than you seem
But I know how you've been drowning in your sleep
Now it’s all coming back again, monster in your head
Hard to get it out of your mind
But it could never be what you want it to
God, it’s just a waste of your time
It's something in the way, something keeping you
Feeling like it's stuck in your mind
But it could never be what you want it to
God, it's just a waste of your time
What if I wake up tomorrow and read the news,
See a face in the print that looks like you?
What would I say, what could I do?
‘Cause knowing this could kill me
Would you have blamed me for things I could’ve done?
Would you expect it to change or turn and run?
Or would you want me to know that it’s not my fault?
When every day I know I should’ve fucking called
It's nothing that you wouldn't do for me
And it's everything I should've done for you
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2. |
Stormy Weather
03:53
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Hey there, I know it feels like it’s been some time
Since either of us really made the time
For you and I to have a face to face
And I know that things were never going right for you
The color pallete never looked so blue
It’s hard to move across the empty space
But I just wanted to tell you that I miss you
We’ll get through the stormy weather
We can fight the world together
Cause it’s me and you until the bitter end
And I know a change is coming
We’ll make something out of nothing
Cause I can't help but feel that we'll make it there
Between the here and everywhere
You feel so far away it’s like a different world
I can’t remember all the things I heard
The songs and words that kept you in my mind
And I know the memories are never dead and gone
But I’ve just been away for far too long
I can’t go on without you in my life
And I just wanted to tell you that I miss you
We’ll get through the stormy weather
We can fight the world together
Cause it’s me and you until the bitter end
And I know a change is coming
We’ll make something out of nothing
Cause I can't help but feel that we'll make it there
I swear
It’s coming up
Every word in my head that I’ve been thinking of
Cause it’s late and it feels like I’m the only one
Out to sea by myself, the storm is raging on
And I’ve got nothing to hold on (hold on)
To the words that you said that I’ve been thinking of
Cause it’s late and it feels like you’re the only one
That could pull me ashore and help me carry on
When I’m going under
And I don't wanna let you down, no
And I don't wanna live without you
It's only gonna break me down, so
Hey there, I’m sorry for the shit I couldn’t do
If this is all I have to give to you, another tune
I just wanted to say, I love you
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It came again, the feeling that this all was just a dream
You never left and my world didn’t crumble at my feet
You held me up so much I couldn’t do it on my own
So how was I supposed to stand alone?
And every word I wrote was just another long goodbye
And everything you said, it all still echoes in my mind
You said you’d never leave, but I knew that couldn’t be
It’s all going, going down the drain
I feel it in my bones, I’ve never felt so far from home
It’s all going, going down the drain
I feel the same as the night it all came crashing to the ground
I can’t escape, the slowest quicksand keeps dragging me down
I wanna scream all the things I’ve felt since you’ve been gone
But all I want is someone to blame this on
And I don’t wanna think of all the things I didn’t do
But every open wound they just keep leading back to you
You said you’d never leave, but I knew that couldn’t be
It’s all going, going down the drain
I feel it in my bones, I’ve never felt so far from home
It’s all going, going down the drain
Cause I burned this bridge here on my own
All these broken silver linings fueled the red and orange glow
And I can’t be anywhere at all
It’s too loud in silent bedrooms but overwhelming with the calls
So I said just let me go, I’d rather be sad and alone
Than hear another person tell me “Man, it’s gonna be ok.”
I don’t wanna say that things will never be the same
But all these silver linings, they’re all going, going down the drain
You said you’d never leave, but I knew that couldn’t be
It’s all going, going down the drain
I feel it in my bones, I’ve never felt so damned alone
It’s all going, going down the drain
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4. |
Jaded
03:35
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Set the scene, a heart of gold that tarnishes beneath
The in between, the lie you tell, the lie that you believe
Tyranny, conspiracy, the world’s not out to get you yet
Bitter taste, what a waste, not the person you were yesterday
So stand your ground, and play your part
You’re losing out on what you say you are
No compass now to guide you on
You almost made it, but you left me jaded
What a way to tell me that you couldn't care at all
But still you say the world is watching, waiting till you fall
Call it quits, you’re full of shit, you’re not the paragon you think
Strung along, you know you’re wrong
Still took fiction over everything
So stand your ground, and play your part
You’re losing out on what you say you are
No compass now to guide you on
You almost made it, but you left me jaded
No common ground to stand upon
You fucked up everything it’s dead and gone
We’re broken down, forever wronged
We almost made it, but you left me jaded
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You took everything I said
Every little piece of me that’s inside my head
All the skeletons I hid underneath my bed
And you gave them all away, and said I’d never change
The promise you made to me
Was it ever really made in sincerity?
Did you try to make me blame all my memories?
I don’t wanna think I could, I don’t wanna think you would
But you proved me wrong so many times before
Too stupid to ignore what you say without your words
I’m letting you go and I’m trying to find my out
I can’t keep pretending, I know what it’s all about
And we could never be the same, you went and threw it all away
It’s clear now to me you’re the one I can live without
The ways that you did them wrong
It’s so hard for me to see how it took so long
Just keep feeding them same old romantic song
But you only loved yourself, it was never someone else
Now you’ve done them wrong, so many times before
Too stupid to ignore what you say without your words
I’m letting you go and I’m trying to find my out
I can’t keep pretending, I know what it’s all about
And we could never be the same
You went and threw it all away
It’s clear now to me you’re the one I can live without
I can’t wait to leave this place, it took so long for me to say
That I am strong, and I moved on
I never thought it’d be this way
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I haven’t felt this way in so long
I feel the cold air creeping in
Muscles tensing under pressure
And I don’t think it’s a fight that I can win
I’m stuck in solitary motion
The echoes droning in my head
I’m feeling hopeless in this freezing open ocean
And I’m drowning faster trying to catch my breath
I wanted to get better, but I keep on falling in
To the same mistakes and patterns
that end up hurting you again
I’m sorry for the way I am
I wanna be a better man
I wanna breathe in and let it go
But I can’t change what I don’t know
I’m sorry for the way I am
I feel it pooling in my veins
And I don’t think I’m gonna change
It’s stormy weather, you deserve so much better
I don’t want you to go, but I won’t ask you to stay
And now I’m stuck between this glass
On display this way forever
Ankles tied down with the past
But I still try to struggle free
I wanna change, I wanna fight
But I just feel so fucking weak
I’m sorry for the way I am
I wanna be a better man
I wanna breathe in and let it go
I’ve never felt so fucking low
I’m sorry for the way I am
I am sorry for the way I am
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7. |
Messy
03:28
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I'm a fucking joke to you
And I couldn't be any more clear
With the words I said
Promised I would bleed for you
But you wouldn't
And nothing hurts worse than
You in my head
I remember when
We were falling hard, like a shooting star
Felt your gravity pull me in
Fell apart as fast, like a chain reaction
And I lose the orbit again
I need time to think, need another drink
A blackout to swallow me whole
Another heart attack, couldn't take it back
And now I know
I'm a mess, I'm falling apart
I know we can't get back to the start
And if we could, don't say we should
Cause I can't fix this goddamn broken heart
I don’t want to hear about you
In a backseat trading band tees
With somebody else when it ain’t me
You never meant the things you said
Like it’s us forever, and we’ll die together
I’m sick of telling all my friends I’m fine
I’m sick of seeing your face online
I’m sick of wondering when I’ll be ok, ok
I still wonder if you’re alright
If you ever lose sleep at night
If you ever think about the life
We used to have
And you won't get out of my head
Now I can't sleep, anxiety keeps me awake
I overthink everything
But you don't need to, I'm a fucking joke to you
I'm a mess, I'm falling apart
I know we can't get back to the start
And if we could, don't say we should
Cause I can't fix this goddamn broken heart
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8. |
Broken
03:53
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Gray clouds on pink skies, not enough to dull the
Blue glow in your eyes, as you held your hand in mine
The planets fall in line, just feeling so alive
Here in this moment with you
And I thought, “What did I do to deserve someone like you?”
If one day it all came crashing down around our heads
I know you’d be the only one I’d want here in my bed
And I know we're all just little pieces of the world
But you make me feel a little less broken
Stop dead in my tracks
Trying hard to hold on
To my breath I couldn't catch
Cause when I see you face
It all just falls away
And I tell myself that
I'm gonna marry you someday
If one day it all came crashing down around our heads
I know you’d be the only one I’d want here in my bed
And I know we're all just little pieces of the world
But you make me feel a little less broken
I'm not so good at being anything cliche
My words betray my insecurities, you take them all away
I'm nothing special and I'll never be a saint
But you make me feel like that's ok
If one day it all came crashing down around our heads
I know you’d be the only one I’d want here in my bed
And I know we're all just little pieces of the world
But you make me feel a little less broken
You make me feel a little less broken
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9. |
Cannonballs
03:26
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Let me take a deeper breath
Let me see what I have left
Nothing makes me satisfied
Nothing stops the burn inside
Feel a nothingness unfold
Sitting shaking all alone
Nothing makes me satisfied
Nothing stops this burning feeling that’s inside
It's crumbling around me, the towers start to fall
I'm trying to fight a war of thoughts with fists and cannonballs
But I'm calling my surrender, and planning my escape
Now there's nothing I can do but wait and fade away
Laying face down on my bed
Trying hard to keep my head
Pushing hard but moving slow
Through this cloud of indigo but I'm still
Fighting off my demons
Trying to shake the feeling
But it's so hard to start with all this pain
It's tearing me apart
It's crumbling around me, the towers start to fall
I'm trying to fight a war of thoughts with fists and cannonballs
But I'm calling my surrender, and planning my escape
Now there's nothing I can do but wait and fade away
Comforting's not comforting when you're
Weighed down with everything
And all you need is something, but you don't know what it is
And all the same is not the same when you're
Just getting through the day
And nothing stops the feeling that
I'm spiraling down the drain
It's crumbling around me, the towers start to fall
I'm trying to fight a war of thoughts with fists and cannonballs
It's crumbling around me, the towers start to fall
I'm trying to fight a war of thoughts with fists and cannonballs
But I'm calling my surrender, and planning my escape
Now there's nothing I can do but wait and fade away
It's crumbling around me, the towers start to fall
I'm trying to fight a war of thoughts with fists and cannonballs
But I'm calling my surrender, and planning my escape
Now there's nothing I can do but wait and fade
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10. |
The Current
02:59
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What do you want from me?
I’ve given you everything I own
And I don’t know, just where to go
The water’s deepening
Taking anything it holds
A freezing cold
I’m left alone
Take me out of the nothing
I’m not ready to submit
Just find a second wind
I’ll tread on this indigo ocean
Let the current pull me in
And learn to swim again
I'm losing everything
A burning effigy aglow, smolders slow
You left me in despair
And gasping out for air
But I couldn't feel you there beside me
Take me out of the nothing
I’m not ready to submit
Just find a second wind
I’ll tread on this indigo ocean
Let the current pull me in
And learn to swim again
Take me out of the nothing
I’m not ready to submit
Just find a second wind
I’ll tread on this indigo ocean
Let the current pull me in
And learn to swim again
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11. |
Nothing at All
03:19
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I reached out to touch your skin
And I could swear I felt alive again
Like the pain replaced the nothing it had been
The deep hues of orange red
Faded faster than the words you said
Like the picture of you burned into my head
I wanted something but the hollow’s all I found
I see it coming as it all comes crashing down around me now
Dark inside, I wanna save my life
But I feel nothing, nothing at all
And God I’ve tried, I’ve tried a thousand times
But I feel nothing, nothing at all
And I replayed the conversation
Held on to the foundation
The memory of spark you lit inside me
While I slipped deeper in the feeling
That nothing's gonna heal me
I'm reaching for the ceiling
Dark inside, I wanna save my life
But I feel nothing, nothing at all
And God I’ve tried, I’ve tried a thousand times
But I feel nothing, nothing at all
I’d rather fall into the ocean
Than drown in shallow water
When I can’t feel the only thing that makes me wanna breathe
And it’s the emptiness I carry
That thorough fucking nothing
That drives me to the open wound to feel something
Dark inside, I wanna save my life
But I feel nothing, nothing at all
And God I’ve tried, I’ve tried a thousand times
But I feel nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all
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There’s something alive in your eyes
The colors that swim as they close
A picture that won’t let me see it’s over
And I couldn’t believe all these thoughts in my head
My heart pouring out through the point of this pen
And I know it was wrong
But I meant every word that I said
It wasn’t enough to say I loved you
But I said it every day
You couldn’t believe the things I dreamt of
But I dreamt them anyway
I knew I couldn’t move your mountains
Till you left me in the gray
With all these things I’ll never get to say
I feel every breath that I breathe
They cut just a little too deep
In every wound I still seek this closure
And I wanted to hate you for breaking me down
At the funeral home where I laid on the ground
But I hated myself for each second I wasn’t around
It wasn’t enough to say I loved you
But I said it every day
You couldn’t believe the things I dreamt of
But I dreamt them anyway
I knew I couldn’t move your mountains
Till you left me in the gray
With all these things I’ll never get to say
Somewhere there’s a place we could have fixed this
And someday I could learn to walk away
But something keeps me tied to all your memories
And it kills me just a little more each day
When there’s so much left to say
It wasn’t enough to say I loved you
But I said it every day
You couldn’t believe the things I dreamt of
But I dreamt them anyway
I knew I couldn’t move your mountains
Till you left me in the gray
With all these things I’ll never get to say
With all these things I’ll never get to say
With all these things I’ll never get to say
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13. |
A Song for Catharsis
03:13
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Speak lies through tainted lips
And I hear the truth you hide so badly
Clench tight the razor teeth
And I feel each bite sink deeper in me
You look so paper thin
As you cut the hand that holds you closer
Infecting everything
As you tell him you’re his four leaf clover
Look what you’ve done to yourself
Look what you’ve done to me
You only ask for my help
When there’s a price to pay
It’s not fair to live on the inside
And tell me it’s fine to be this see-through
And I won’t be stuck in the middle
Of everything you burn down with you
Let’s make it perfectly clear
You never wanted to stay
Let’s make it perfectly clear
I only stood in your way
Let’s make it perfectly clear
You always say what you say
Let’s make it perfectly clear
You never cared for me
You never cared for me
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